borrowed stuff

i havent written for a while . i came across this article which a friend sent me about 2 years ago which i read and then got saved in my inbox, but suddenly today i feel like this .


I love you she says with tears in her eyes, no really I do, I DO!


He doesn't look at her, he remains motionless. She remembers the last time she had told him that she loved him was way back in summers. It seems so long ago now. By the time she got back from overseas she had decided she would no longer tell him that. She never really told him why either, she just went on about how she was mistaken before and things were going to be different now. She never actually told him she didn’t love him, she just quit saying it. She tells him now I Love You! I Love You! LISTEN to me! He won’t do it, without expression he says nothing.


She thinks back to the trigger, the catalyst which caused the change in her heart. Showing it in her actions instead of just saying it. She explained how since he was her friend, that it needed to be this way from now on. It seems so silly now, now that she is here with him. And she screams Hysterically, I LOVE YOU!!

People are looking at her now, her face wet with tears but not his, he is unmoving, unfeeling. Her tears stream down her face as she repeats I love You, I Love You, I love you. She knows that it’s too late for them now, it’s over and done. I am sorry miss the voice says from behind, I’ll have to ask you to leave now....



I love you she whispers as they close the casket lid.

Shall we dance my girl ......

sitting on the hilltop ...gazing in the sky
stargazing is wht we do
cud hear the sound s of night in the ears
winds echo of long lost fears
fears of never being here with you
but here i am with you
the bonfire roaring by our side
made me watch all the fireflies dancing around
got that longing in my heart
that i wanna dance like as they are with you
u caught on to the twinkle in my eye
and asked me shall we dance my girl
i got up and went into your arms
and waltzed away to glory
strains werent necessary
as we had ou song
our hearts beating in time
tunes were there in our heart/mind
lost as one can get lost
like never before
never after
timeless was that moment ....
which i will cherish till times ancient

[ the input for this goes to a close frd of mine ...whoose custom message indicated ..shall we dance ...that got me talking to her and this was the end result....therefore these words were written for her to use it as she wishes........ not that i wudnt be using it toooo :)]

Hugs and hugs with lots of smile

...... was feeling kind of blue so thought abt the one thing that can make me smile ...that would be a hug / huggy hugy as one would normally say so ... not by the special one just someone who cares abt me a tad bit ..... so as usual when i start writing i normally look up for some images or pics or videos to go along with it ...... but i found something that made really really [:)] and that was this ..... http://www.gagirl.com/hugs/hug.html

it so soothing and right ....and the music it plays while visiting it is awesome ..... and i dont think i could write better than the person who did this ....so here it is for you to enjoy ...and give a hug to someone ...

something to be noted ...we have a freindship day / mothers day /fathers day /xyz days but there isnt any specific day only for hugsss .... i guess everyday was supposed to be hugs day ..... so lots of hugs from me to all of you

the video out here below is very nice ...but it aint happening in our town

A Favourite blog -

One of my favourite blog which was written by Angie Bern , who is no longer alive but whose words are carried on ..... for ppl like me to read ...
She has written amazing poems ..... but the heading is the best ... it states

life is like a taxi -- the meter just keeps ticking whether you are getting off somewhere or just standing still [lou erickso]... it does not matter how slowly you go as long as you do not stop [confucius]... for nobody can go back and start a new beginning, but anyone can start today and make a new ending [maria robinson]...

Just plain simple truth ..... whenever i visit her blog i have feeling of homecoming dont know y though ......

the url is http://myrestlessjourneycontinues.blogspot.com/

My Words for Tango to Evora

This is my first attempt to actually put words to this music.
this has moved me for reasons unknown /unfathomable
the words would be when the pair was dancing tango together




let me take ur hand
and lead to the floor
where we make music
like never before

let us be like
no start or end

come let me love you
let me hear your heart beat
against mine
in time to mine

like feeling of love
going around as u were mine
this bliss is simply divine.

Je t'aime my dear
like never before
or thereafter

in tune we dance
to songs of our heart
where i feel ur touch
lead me across the floor

like the waves
dancing on the ocean floor

i want you be mine
for now and for ever
like the moonlight and sunshine ......

Love is Blind - video

And Forgive Me

AND FORGIVE ME

U forgive me for liking u too much,
And I'll forgive u for not liking me enough.

U forgive me for missing u so,
And I'll forgive u for being so cold.

U forgive me for d loud racing of my heart,
And I'll forgive u for not hearing it.

U forgive me for playing ur games,
And I'll forgive u for toying with my emotions.

U forgive me for finding u so attractive,
And I'll forgive u for not noticing.

U forgive me for rasing u up so high,
And I'll forgive u for bringing me down so low.

U forgive me for wanting to be with u,
And I'll forgive u for avoiding me,

U forgive me for not being able to let go,
And I'll forgive u for never having latched on.

U forgive me for having hopes and dreams,
And I'll forgive u for crushing them.

Forgive brings inner peace...
Do we have a deal??


- Annonymous

Restless

Restless is my soul for
i feel like a lone ship
battered by the waves
with no sense of direction
where my life leads .......


Restless is my soul for
i know wht lays ahead
a dark empty road
where i am scared to tread ...

Restless is my soul for
i am in a senseless state
where i am not aware
of living ....

Restless is my soul for
i cannot see you
i cannot feel you
i cannot hear you

how i wish i could i cud feel your arms around me
and make me sleep in the dreamsless state
coz i havent slept well ...as i am always in a dreaming state
whether its night or day
it doesnt make a difference
existing is wht i am trying to do
i know there wasnt anything
but i fail to understand myself
y do i feel like this
i do not know
all i know is that i feel restless without u
maybe its a phase
and time is a healer